I have had ups and downs in my life, the same as everyone else has. When things go bad, I can usually find a way to handle it. On the other hand, when things go really well, it makes an unpleasant nervous sensation inside of me. I have a fear of success.
I noticed it today. I was checking my book sales and was hoping to see at least one new book sale. I saw: five! I felt an 'out of control' feeling. I was really happy and excited to see that, but honestly, there was fear there as well.
Having the awareness that the fear is there, I can use tools from my book, "I don't feel like myself today" to get rid of these fears. I don't expect it will be that difficult.